I’ve decided that I am either going to do one of these things:
1. Join a theatre company. Make my personal statement look better for next year.
2. Work really hard. But get a job in something I find slightly interesting. Not Primark.
3. Write a novel. Idea inspired by Murakami.
4. Go to Canada…I really want to go to Canada.
5. I had another idea….but I can’t remember what it was D:
So yeh. I was planning to go this September (‘08) but things have happened and it looks very unlikely – anxiety attacks, sheer laziness, UCAS won’t let me log in – and so I have a year to do bugger all.
I intend to do something I enjoy. But not lie around. Maybe I can film something or just go live in the country for a few months. I don’t know but I intend to do something that is benefical for me in the logn run. I mean I’m not going to have a chance to have fun again probably. So whatever I am going to do, it’ll be something fun.
And I end this post with a bit of T.S. Elliot:
“Between the idea and the reality,
between the motion and the act,
falls the shadow.”
